yester-months..


it's my last day today @ O'Briens.. *SiGh* gonna miss the crazy people there.. MuMmY evelyn, sWeeT NiCky, spEaKeR RaSuL, bLur iKa, obscene ZuL.. my second family.. my place of solace weneva my FaiZaL werks the night shift.. gonna miss my regulars too.. danny boy, patrick, charles, shawn, connie, LYS, stevie & gang, my cute 'portugese-french' ham & cheese guy, my 'small white coffee' lady [& those i might have not mentioned.. hehehe~].. almost a year werkin there, so many gd & bad memories..

im gonna miss FaiZaL toO.. he'll be very bz for 2 wks.. stupid convention goin on at shangri-la & he has to be on duty.. hope he eats right & gets lotsa rests.. wouldn't wanna meet him 2 wks later to find out he's down to skin & bones [although he's really DASHING & looks DAMM DELICIOUS wen he's lean..]..

the smiles & laughters of yesterdays
friendships & family created
lingering memories of hapiness..

the tidal waves of emotions
affecting tsunami mood swings
depriving moments of lonliness..
imperfect as are human
overshadowed by kindness showered upon

i say thank you now
to those whom i shall miss
dearly loved..

disappointed


its payday today & i thought of getting the Nokia 7610 but alas.. some trouble with the Nokia 6260 that i bought from rashad.. sheesh.. broken dreams.. :( it is hard sellin off that phone bcuz of the condition it's in & the age of the phone... try harder, ida.. bcuz of that, me & FaiZaL kindda got mad at each other.. i hated him & he hated my guts.. didn't really talk from far east plaza until the point where we already reached bedok..

wuz very hungry [the both of us] so decided to drop by @ lucky plaza to eat at the top-most level foodcourt before we headed off to get the N7610 & juz as we reached the outside lift, i saw Pizza Hut & i practically dragged him into the restaurant... spent almost $60 on food itself! talk abt savings my dear!

i'm very disappointed.. no beautiful white Nokia 7610.. *sob**sob*

thoughts


amidst the clouds of grey sorrows,
lingers the smell of sweet caress
The hopes of smiling tomorrows,
a gift that none can surpass

"promises meant to be broken,
dreams sought to be shattered"

how does one live to face this?
a human nature that has no answer
for the hurt is hard to miss
yet it doesn't seem to matter..

you're my inspiration


lost the light of inspiration
slowly gave up the passion
broken-hearted, distracted
walk through life emaciated

ups & downs, happy & sad
unknown to you, inspirator..

as the mind wanders into land of imagination,
the heart found its way to reality..
thoughts of happiness,
feeling of encouragement,
the pen is lifted..

with passion, the pen dances
with stories of love,
tales of woes,
tears of joy,
cries of weakness...

u came back, inspirator..

new job..

guess what? i got the job @ SingPost thanx to my beloved best friend, iDaDi... luv u babe.. i'll b startin werk [hopefully] on the 2nd of june..

my pc & net's back up so i'll be in more often.. hehehehe~ good for me.. thought i've lost touch wit the cyber world forever..!

nuthin much to update though so i'll be back soon..

post-mothers' day dinner with special guest, TAUFIK BATISAH.. [hmm...]

mothers' day... wasn't dat due lask wk? aniwae, aBg invited us one family along wit the rest of my aunts & 1 uncle for dinner @ hyatt hotel.. shockin it seems cuz BaBa asked FaiZaL along... thank goodness he wuz ok wit the fact dat my relatives were gonna b there... had a great tym enjoyin the buffet spread & gettin teased fr my relatives [inclusive of aBg.. *sigh*].. well, talk later... tuckin in now...

at long last... a [late] promotion...

hey guys... juz found out 2day dat i got promoted to a TRAINEE SUPERVISOR... wow.. took them so long to fulfil their promise? well, better late then nvr...