questions procrastinated

questions procrastinated

i've always looked up to you as someone who i call my brother but at some moment in time, as we grew up i saw another part of you that i still can't put a finger to. i knew it wasn't just a "cousin thing" but i put it off time & time again.

up to this point of time, before i commit myself to somethin that i know can't change once i've agreed on, i just want you to know that you mean the world to me & you're more than just a big brother. i don't wish to make a huge mistake so all i want to do now is to tell you the whole truth & i want to know what's your take on this.

it's been 4 years, Abang, & i'm not goin to waste anymore time because i think i've put it off for too long.

i saw the look on your face last night & it gave me the thinkin that you're unhappy & resigned. you can lie to your friends, Abang, but i don't think you can lie to me.

Phantom of The Opera

Phantom of The Opera



SYNOPSIS

Broadway's longest-running and most popular musical, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, returns to Singapore for a strictly limited season in March 2007.

Andrew Lloyd-Webber's phenomenal hit first burst onto the London stage 20 years ago, and continues to play to full houses nightly in London, New York and around the world. THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA has been seen by over 80 million people worldwide, has been performed in more than 20 countries, has won over 50 major theatre awards, and has grossed more than S$5 billion.

With 130 cast, crew and orchestra members, spectacular sets and more than 230 costumes, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA contains some of Andrew Lloyd Webber's most famous and stirring music, including "The Phantom of the Opera" and "Music of the Night".

simply superb.. was worth watchin.. if i had the means, i'd bring the whole cast home with me & i can watch it every single day..!

oh it's nothin.. just a mental breakdown..

oh it's nothin.. just a mental breakdown..

i got hurt recently.. & i still feel hurt.. it's probably just my ego.. maybe it got scratched.. or maybe i'm just over sensitive.. you know how women are these days right..?

he said i praise my very good friends so high up that i'm beginin to sound like i worship them..! how interesting.. probably i did but i guess i'm insecured.. haha.. hmm.. let me see.. just to refresh my memories, these are the "WHOLE LOTSA FRIENDS" that i have who i'm OH-SO-ALWAYS constantly in touch with:

- iDaDi
- SinGLeS_OuT
- Servcorp Pru Team

that's a lot isn't it..? WOW! that's a lot of very good friends i have..! i'm so freakin occupied with them & they are 24/7 in my mind that he must have felt neglected.. poor baby.. i'm sorry.. i promise i won't talk about them anymore, ok? sorry dear..!

..how about an extended memory?

..how about an extended memory?

yeap.. that's probably what i want for my birthday this year.. an extended memory size for my BRAIN that is..! another case of information overload.. *SiGh*

been so occupied at work lately [like what's new, right..?] with what, i'm clueless myself.. all i can remember is that i'm readin through materials & doin a little hands-on on secretarial stuffs such as welcome packs, different types of virtual packages & things like that.. doesn't sound heavy but add this to my normal daily routine & what you get is pain in the brain.. it's awful i tell you..

been learnin how to do some of the other closings for invoicin & such too.. i'm tryin to remind myself to remind my brain to take a break but apparently i keep forgettin to do so.. i probably should get more sticky notes or somethin..

anyway, aYuL managed to recover the pictures from S_O's 4th Anniversary.. i'll put them up as soon as i can..