'da BLACK WIDOW..


seems lyk my Singles_Out haf done it so i tink it's my turn.. here goes..

7 things dat [will] scare me:
- my MuM not comin home for RaYa
- losin my family
- losin my frens
- growin old
- not gettin married
- guys being afraid of me.. hehehehe!~
- not able to find DAT SUMONE to fill the empty space in my heart.. *SiGh*

7 things dat i lyk most:
- Singles_Out
- iDaDi
- mY BeLoveD aBg FiQue.. hhmmm...
- internet
- SiNgiN'.. lalalaala...
- takin pictures.. hehehe~ an understatement..!
- tall guys.. [pls refer to point no. 3] *WiNkZ..!*

7 most important things in my room:
- my [SiSter's] laptop
- my Winnie the Pooh
- my comforter
- my mirror
- my air-conditioner
- my Starbucks mug
- my SiSter

7 random facts abt me:
- i get paranoid wen sumone calls me by my full name
- wen i scream at my SiSter, it means i luv her..
- i cry wen i dun get to surf the net.. even for a while..
- i haf manic depression [at certain tyms dat is..]
- i [am beginnin to] haf insomnia
- i'm a DEVOTED GURLFREN damm it..! i really am, ouhkie..?
- i become sumone else wen i'm wit DAT SUMONE dat i adore..

7 things i plan to do before i die:
- tell DAT SUMONE dat i adore him
- get married
- get married & honeymoon in SpaIn
- stop screamin at my SiSter
- start communicatin wit my BroTher
- quit smokin
- make BaBa quit smokin also.. hehehe~

7 things dat i CAN do:
- fall in luv
- flare my temper at the wierdest moments
- show guys who i'm not interested in DA HAND w/o feelin guilty
- stayin up for a max of 48 hrs
- be on tym for appointments.. hehehe~
- cook
- sing.. [wuz forced to admit it..]

7 things dat i CANT do:
- dJ & type at the same tym
- sing & dance at the same tym
- sing alone in front of an audience
- resist the temptation of spendin my last few dollars
- tell DAT SUMONE dat i adore him
- quit smokin
- change myself to suit another person's criteria

7 words i say a lot:
- Thank you for callin SingPost, this is Ida. How can I help you?
- 'kau dah kenaper??!'
- 'tak dapat..!'
- damm u..!
- 'tengok ah camaner..'
- 'kalau kau fikir..'
- 'mati ah..!'

7 celeb crushes:
- aBg FiQue
- Taufik
- Taufik Batisah
- Da Singapore Idol
- mY fav cuzzin
- Sulaiman Hamzah
- Christiano Ronaldo

7 peeps i would luv to see doin dis:
- my SiSter
- my SiSter's frens
- ?
- ?
- ?
- ?
- ?

ouhkie.. my SiSter's waitin for me now.. gtg change.. gonna go haf a haircut later..

oh happy days..!


hahahahaha..!~

my [3/4] Singles_Out gerls nvr fail to put a smile on my face.. thank u gerls..! thank u also to Singles_Out's best fren(s) for takin tym off to join us in one of our outings [iDaDi, aDek & a'Ne's frens.. hehe..].. so sori to my 2 darlins for the hiccup at the beginnin of the outin.. lyk s|z mentioned, i've given up on eBoO.. cant be bothered to ask her for the next gatherin.. well, i njoyed myself VERY, VERY much yesterday & i apologize 1 more tym for disappearin halfway thru the outin..

pictures [compliments fr s|z & my other reliable resources..] will be up.. soon.. promise..

juz realized dat i havent been updatin my poetry page.. hhmmm... soon also..

ryt.. got to go dj now... catch up wit y'all later..

[new] Singles_Out


s|z & her gerlfren


a'Ne & her gerlfrens


DeE & her gerlfren

there she goes..


they left on thursday afternoon at abt 4.30pm.. said gdbye to MuM teary-eyed.. i'm missin her already & i miss MaMa & Mak Nor.. damm.. juz wished they cud come home soOn..

cant wait to go break fast wit my Singles_Out SISTERS.. it's gonna be a 'Girlfriends' nyt out again.. YiPPiE..!

skul wuz fun.. a totally different experience fr NYP.. both my lecturers r fun & understandin.. [too bad one's old & the other's not my type.. hhmmm...] wanna thank my superiors @ SingPost for their kind understandin & givin me the flexible werkin hrs to accommodate to my classes.. *WiNkZ!*

to all the guys out there hu stil tinks dat im available.. let me make dis clear.. I AM NOT.. well, i m but im not interested.. hehehe~ i did try but it didnt werk out.. *SiGh*

busy, busy, BUSY..!


i'm startin skul dis monday.. my classes will be ongoing on every mondays & tuesdays @ MDIS campus, stirling road... dat's pretty far.. WoW..! i'm goin back to skul..! *sMiLeZ*

went to geylang today wit RaJa, ZaLi & DaniEL.. my 'SiSteRs' dat i've not met for quite sum tym... missed dem..! hehehehe~ ppl tot dat DaniEL wuz my guy cuz he's the only one hu luks 'straight' but nOpe, he's nOt..! hahahaha~ met a few ppl there namely, nOra [my cuzzin], KaK OyaH [my oTheR cuzzin], aPai [my fren], sHeDah [my BaBy..!] & BB [O'Briens ex colleague]..

before dat, after werk, went out wit iDaDi.. she accompanied me to pay my skul fees & after which we walked to Paradiz Centre & den to Plaza Singapura... must haf lost a couple of grams.. hehehe~ [wont say kilo..]

contradictin...
now im kippin in touch wit FaiZaL.. why?? i dunno.. mayb cuz of his baju kurung? i dun care.. he's juz a fren to me now.. wateva happens, happens..

now.. concentrate...


had a kenduri @ MaMa's hse tdy.. it's for the Umrah thingy.. *SiGh* dis yr's the saddest Hari Raya for me..
1> MuM's not in S'pore on the 1st day
2> BaBa's werkin on the 1st day
3> my 1st tym celebratin w/o my 'Other Half'
4> spendin a lot [for the 1st tym] for Hari Raya (ok so dat's not so sad... it's a responsibility..)

i dun wan a committment ryt now.. i've got responsibilities for the tym bein.. shoo guys..!

aniwae, i myt be startin skul @ MDIS if not soon den it'll be in January.. thanx BaBa..

**Singles_Out --> if u gerls wanna break fast on the weekend, how abt 22nd/23rd?

& suddenly it came back..


mistake..
mistake..
mistake..

met LukMaN yesterday & it wuz a mistake.. the main reason y i met up wit him wuz dat i wanted my MiNi ViSa back.. FaiZaL passed it to LukMaN & told him to return it to me.. shared the whole experienced wit LukMaN over dinner & i dunno.. *SiGh* FiE told me dat it cud juz all be a setup meanin dat LukMaN wuz juz bein an informer to FaiZaL.. an ego-booster for him if true enuf LukMaN wuz to pass on wateva i told him last nyt.. i dun care actually if he really does tell FaiZaL wat i told him.. to me everythin is over, it's all in the past..

huh! wuz told dat he became depressed, started drinkin till he knocked himself out.. wOw.. wuz dat supposed to make me feel sori for him..? did he feel sori for me..?

mistake..

hey..! brOtha FiE's comin home..! told me he'll be back by 2000hrs.. cOoL.. my best buDDy's back..