where is da love..?

supposedly i wuz to go watch Black Eye Peas perform last tuesday wit asiLah & iDaDi but turned out asilah's fren bubbLe & didn't turn up wit the tiX... really wuz sad & disappointed... hung out wit dem instead & well, dat cheered me up a little cuz i haven't been spendin tym wit iDaDi lately...

manisah [SRW] msged regardin the perdana comp & asked iDaDi & me if we're interested to join back wit the old team to perform & wud i say no? *SmiLeZ*

haven't been havin the greatest tym of my life lately cuz of some misunderstandings & miscommunications wit some people... won't wanna mention names though...

on the bright side, pay day's on the 5th & so is the s'pore idol audition... lukin foward to dat... pray for me frens...!

asiLah, mE & iDaDi...

my apologies...

it's been a few days since i last wrote in my entry... been really busy lately & mostly it's got to do wit werk... everyday has never been easy for me... faced wit new things everyday... *SiGh* so tirin....

aYuNe's in korea now... missin her already... went out wit s|z yesterday [as in wednesday]... accompanied her to town for a while after which i went off to skul for dikir... i haven't been dressin up much lately & i kindda miss dat... nowadays, u can catch me in a black polo-tee & jeans... i think those guys werkin at t.merah & t.pagar mrt must haf recognise me by now... khehehehe~ can't wait till 5th june arrives... it's my payday, The Singapore Idol Auditions & my 6th Monthsary...! WoW! hope things will turn out ok for me soon...

jealousy

*SiGh* my cousin's engaged & she's gettin married in jan '05... :( & she's only 20... damm jealous of her... since young i tot i'd b the one dat wud b married 1st instead of her but guess dis is wat we call fate... on the other hand, i'm really happy for her cuz she's really lyk a sister to me cuz she's the only child & we shared our childhood together juz lyk any other real sisters... made her promise dat i'll b her bridesmaid on her weddin... khehehe~ dat'll make up for my jealousy... :p at least i'd b able to b on the same bridal dias wit her on her big day...

got to noe abt the Singapore Idol applications & guess wat..? nah... no need for guesses... i'm gonna register for it... well, for the fun of it i guess... it'll b a so-called "test" for me to see how i actually fare & also a way to help me get over my stage-fright phobia... khehehe~