sumtyms...


glad to hear dat my s|zzY has graduated.. cOngrats babe... ;) i wuz reminded of the tyms back in sch & how much it makes me sad.. sad in the sense dat i cud haf graduated by now, i cud haf been in a betta position now.. i dun wanna complain cuz everythin has already happened...

i wish...

sumtyms...

why?

the happiness dat he gave me last few days ago were juz temporary... he doesn't seem to notice anythin.. yeah he made me smile at werk but dat wuz juz it.. period.. f**k it..

tell me..


it's dat tym of the mth again.. oH bOy... *sIc* moOdy all week & stuff lyk dat.. no wonder.. i shud haf seen it comin..

mY BaBy called me today on my direct line! dat wuz so sweet of him..! *MuakZ!* dat's for u BaBy..! really perked me up.. made me smile throughout my OT till 1830 hrs juz now.. really wish i cud mit him up pretty soOn.. i really, really miSh him..! my cHuBBy2, cutie, sweetie darlin.. i haven't called him dis kindda names for a long2 tym... hehehe~ another one of those crazy moOds...
me & my BaBy on his 24th b'Day..



aniwae, i'm glad to hear dat my SingLes_OuT sistas [except for eBoO.. where are u MuMMy dearest?] are really njoyin themselves doin things dat they lyk.. im really lukin foward to doin sumthin amazin or at least go back to schooL.. but at the rate im goin, luks lyk i haf to wait really long for it to happen.. *SiGh* i miSh my aBg FiQue too.. :( hope he will be ard for the 'kenduri' thingy dis comin Saturday.. mayb i cud get sumthin 'amazin' out of him.. hehehe~

i shud try to get another part tym job mayb.. dat way, i'll get to earn xtra bucks, i cud save up more & mayb den i cud do amazin things..! how 'bout dat? anyone cud recommend part tym jobs?

it's just those rainy days...


been clearin my desk most of the tym today.. still inbalanced.. the right seems heavier than the left side.. must be the plant.. or maybe it's the bears... i dunno.. wuz taken a week-plus ago..







fie goin overseas... *SiGh* didn't get to see him before he left.. so sorry abt saturday ya.. :(

speakin of saturday, last minute plan to go cheeky's.. me, rOzi & her fren LyN... it wuz not as njoyable as last wk but everythin wuz ok.. rOzi made a couple of frens inside while i carried out my 'mission:impossible' & stepped on the feets of those hu tried to intrude my dancin space.. hehehe~ played bodyguard as well to these 2 ladies.. wuzn't really in the mood to dance, only wanted to have a couple of drinks & chill while waitin for the tym to past but rOzi got me groovin.. wat will i do without mY DanCeR.. hehe~

mish my huBBy a LOT!! i noe.. drinkin doesn't solve anythin but it's really stressful & it has taken a toll on myself.. lost weight, lost my appetite, lost my mood.. shit happens... *SiGh* last tym i met him wuz on his b'day [12th july], he fetched me yesterday [25th july] but i still mish him..

losin it soOn..

updates..


6th: new pc arrived at werk.. at long last..!

10th: comm skill course at werk.. had so much fun.. *sMiLeZ*

12th: faiZaL's 24th b'day.. had a small celebration, nuthin fancy though.. juz spent the whole day by ourselves, watchin VCDs, eatin pizza & caught up with the tym dat we lost (whole wk to be precise.. *SiGh*)

14th: PAY DAY BABY..! hehe..~

16th: HARRY POTTER PROMOTION. after a day of stupid enquiries abt the HP books, went clubbin @ Cheeky's with RoZi, iDaDi, Ju & iZan.. made new frens with a bunch of arab guys.. one of 'em; khalid, really cute, 20 yrs old, 2nd yr Mecha Engg student @ SP.. juz frens.. dun weri.. *WiNkZ*

17th: went to Hyatt, JB to celebrate MuM, MaMa, Kak LiaNa & Khair's b'days.. wuz njoyin myself until it got to the shoppin part.. damm.. wrong shoes again.. got hm at abt 11+ & fell aslp as soon as my body landed on the bed..!

aYuL got a laptop fr BaBa.. in fact dis entry is done fr the laptop.. hehehe~ we also made new glasses.. no more contact lens for me for the tym being.. myn's red LEVI'S full frame & aYuL's is blue LEVI'S half-frame. did sum shoppin for new tops as well.. wanted to get pants or skirt but always ended up gettin tops.. hehehe~

PS: i miss my long-distance fren.. promise i will call u as soon as i find the tym.. mish u StEviE..!