wont say goodbye tho..


& there he goes.. off to canada.. it's not the end though.. we shall see each other again.. i noe we will.. hear fr u soon stevie..

here i am, sittin at home, in front of the pc feelin drowsy & nursin a fever.. it has been 2 1/2 days already.. temperature's gradually droppin.. it reached a high of 39.2 degrees on wednesday nyt till thursday afternoon.. well, got 2 days off fr werk.. missed trainin sessions bcuz of my fever but they already have a replacement now.. i'm terribly sorry gerls.. mayb i missed my BaBy toO much.. or mayb i had too much on my mind lately.. i'll stick wit the first one..

speakin of which, i tink my BaBy's lost some weight.. he luks smaller than usual.. hope he's eatin ryt.. he told me he's only eatin once a day now.. must try to see him more often.. i am gettin worried for him.. hhmmm...

dreading..


24TH JUNE 2005--why?

ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER..
trust these words.. they can save u from misery.. it's true..! i've nvr been apart fr my BaBy for dis long before.. fortunately for me it's juz a week.. any longer & it will drive me crazy.. bought a matchin cloth for him to make his baju kurung for dis year's raya.. we're wearin green..! eat dat, WiYaH..! khehehe~ got some other colours as well [includin a royal blue lace wit silver lining & a cream songket] but tinkin of savin dem for 2006's raya.. wat say u?

the hse is gonna be renovated soon.. i'm gonna get new floorin, new bathrooms & most important of all, i'm gettin a new room.. ;) the long process of a month.. *SiGh* patience.. all's well by next mth..

aniwae, i've got a course on the 26th dis mth [or 10th july].. some Customer Service related stuff.. hehehe~ dat's xtra $100 for me..! it's fr 9am-4pm.. long hrs huh? but the money's good.. ;p will be back again soon..

family day


here's wat happened today:

1. got up at 6.30am [thank u RoZi baby..], got ready for werk by 7.25am, left the hse, met RoZi, reached werk at 7.57am, knocked off at 12.30pm.
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2. reached O'Briens at ard 1.25pm, waited for my sister to knock off at 3.32pm, met MuM & my BroTher there as well, left at 3.35pm for Capitol Building to settle his stuffs.
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3. fetched DaD at ard 4.30pm at Centrepoint, had lunch at ZamZam at abt 5.45pm , went shopping at Bugis till 8.25pm, headed for Forum.
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4. met Aim quite close to 9pm, walked down to Starbucks @ Somerset, went hm by 9.57pm.
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dat's thanks to the peaceful, most njoyable, lovely & long sleep dat i had the night before.. khehehe~ walkin does make one very tired it seems.. another mistake learnt: DO NOT WEAR WORKING SHOES IF U INTEND ON LONG WALKS & SHOPPING TRIPS..!

sumthin caught my eye as we were browsin for DaD's b'day-cum-Fathers' Day gifts at Centrepoint.. wont reveal it here yet though.. thought it would be a nice gift for my BaBy for his 24th b'day next mth.. although, it is still too early.. i can't wait to give it to him..! or mayb i'll juz give it to him the next tym i see my BaBy & get him another gift on the actual b'day itself.. *FICKLE!!* speakin of which, i miss my BaBy [again].. almost a week since i last saw him.. *SiGh* soOn.. pretty soOn..

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already started on the REAL THING @ werk.. fortunately for me, my buddy wuz very, very helpful.. her name's Mastura but i juz call her Kak Mas for short.. FOR YOUR INFO, i'm not werkin @ any post office as most of u have assumed.. hehehe~ i'm doing Customer Service as in answerin of phonecalls from the public regarding Singapore Post's services.. get it now? so PLEASE people, i dun werk in a post office alright..?

had dinner wit stevie a few nyts ago @ cafe cartel.. look at what we had..!


SEAFOOD MADNESS!!

a platter for 3.. hehe~ managed to [almost] finish up the food & lucky for us, we skipped dessert.. khehehe~

speakin of food, my BaBy gave me a surprise by fetchin me fr werk one day & treated me to dinner @ Swensen's... dat wuz so sHweet of him..! it's one of those "once-in-a-while" kindda surprises that he tinks of sumtyms [lyk the tym he got me dis really pretty necklace with a very light brown stone pendant studded wit small diamonds..] luv u BaBy..! toO bad he doesn't read blogs.. doesn't really interest him.. headin for bed soOn..

madness..!


hey y'all..~ *sMiLeZ* went shoppin juz now wit MuM & aYuL.. bought a number of things today..! hehehe~ it wuz a last minute idea to go actually.. after i got hm fr BaBy's plc, aYuL wuz complainin dat her clothes are not enough for her attachment next mth, so we decided to go shoppin & dragged MuM along.. Oops..~ sorry MuM.. fortunately for us, citylink wuz havin dis Midnight Madness Sale so there were discounts everywhere.. very spoilt for choice..!

aniwae, no more duties for my BaBy..!~ yiPPiE..! so it's back to normal, regular shifts & i can get to see him as per normal.. *sMiLeZ* [again..] luv u BaBy!

will be startin werk @ 8am next wk.. *SiGh* but it's ok.. at least i get to knock off early, at 5pm.. cud catch up wit my tea drinkin @ Starbucks again if i'm not busy wit trainin @ bt batok.. geez.. only 2 more wks to the competition.. am i up for it? i dunno.. it's been a long tym..


here's what we got..

white top fr U2


turquoise top fr U2


red top fr U2


blue top fr U2


white checkered top fr GIORDANO


black blouse fr SPACE


black stripe pants fr ee:


brown pants fr ee:


shoes fr CHARLES & KEITH

why?


ARRGGHH..!! so sick & so tired..! it's not my fault if i missed him ryt? everynyt, w/o fail.. the last thing on my mind before i sleep.. honestly? i didn't slp the past 2 nyts, thinkin of him & wat i get in return? another argument..! i give up.. can't win any arguments with him.. no matter how hard i try.. king of arguements..

YET...
I still love my BaBy..
No matter how mean you are,
No matter how much you make me cringe,
No matter how much you hurt me..

Could never imagine
Going through the days without you,
The sleepless nights without you,
The stormy weathers you see me through,
The smiles you make when I'm blue..

Baby, I Love You..


BaBy & Me

bored on a sunday afternoon..


here i am, stuck at home with nuthin to do... mum & khair went out for sum jemputan, nurul's @ werk, & dad's outside watchin tv.. so much for family day.. hehehe~

aniwae, i gotta tell the truth.. it's really embarrasin but sumhow i have to let it out.. well, actually, on the 1st n 2nd day on the job, i kindda doze off in the middle of the trainin.. hehe~ lyk i've said earlier on, it wuz borin!! managed to grab tea/coffee at intervals of the trainin & stole some sweets fr my new frens juz to keep me awake.. thank goodness the sleepiness & boredom wore off on the subsequent days.. hehe~ terrible..!

aniwae, waitin for iDaDi to reach my plc.. slackin wit her today..

still missin my BaBy.. *SiGh*.. later..

I MISS U..


my baby.. :( i miss him.. it's only like 2 1/2 days..! wonder what he's doing now?

werk's so far so good.. more relaxed than O'Briens but the theory that i had to go thru is toO much..! my brain's cramped with mailing info [that includes freight, air parcels, courier services etc..] & customer service etiquettes.. sheesh.. it's lyk back-to-school for me.. dressin to werk is lyk dressin to poly only i have to be more "professional lukin" [& i wonder wat the diff is for me.. hehehe~]

i shall leave now but i'll be back again.. later..

finally..! yiPPiE..!


i got my NOKIA 7610 at last..! it's black though but i'll find the white housing somehow.. ;) i just had to buy it.. bought on impulse..*SiGh* but it's now or never.. hehehe~

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY TO MY BABY.. woah.. 5 months of ups & downs.. [more downs though..] i take dat as a positive critism actually.. werk on the plcs dat i've been ignorant in & try to make dis relationship really werk..

training at the new werkplc wuz really wearin me off.. in terms of boringness dat is.. i kept dozin off in the middle of "lessons" & dat's really not gd.. hhmm... not to worry, a few more days to go till i'm done wit the theory part & we'll start the new week wit the 'buddy-ing' part..

*SiGh* countin down the days till the guys leave for Cananda.. :(