monday morning...

monday morning...

what a way to start the week.. woke up to a cold weather, no mood whatsoever to work.. *sigh* AiDa's on leave today because her daughter's down with chicken pox, that poor girl...

"share"'s went up today but as usual, it came with a price.. Derwent started with us today & the guys who were supposed to fix the wall ports & set up the switch ports delayed their arrival.. it was set tentatively in the morning but was delayed until the end of the day.. was playin hide & seek with the guy in charge.. he called whenever i was away from the desk & i kept emailin him & insisted that he replied to them but as stubborn as i was, he never did..! jeez!

staggered lunch became a "grab-&-go" with Van buyin lunch for AuDReY who never left her seat, mannin to the board.. we took turns coverin the board.. there was always somethin to do..

stupid internet connection...
stupid HK server...
stupid laptops...
stupid cables...

another month..

another month..

firstly, i would like to CONGRATULATE my dearest Dancin' Queen on her engagement on the July 7, 2007.. (i know.. i know.. i'm 10 days late..)

i have been overwhelmed at work & i'm beginnin to feel as if life has ran out of fun.. that is where the long vacation comes in.. *ehem..* i'm wonderin if i could even find a suitable time to take a long leave.. *sigh..*

i don't know if i should continue on like this.. maybe i don't manage my time well or maybe there's just too much work.. i don't know.. i miss shifts.. i miss flats.. i miss jeans & t-shirts.. there are opportunities here but i feel like i'm being hindered.. i can't find the courage to stand up for myself.. this is probably not my forte.. i get mad when it happens but i just don't know how to retaliate..

jeez.. it's 2 weeks to my 1st year anniversary workin here but feels like just yesterday that i stepped into these heels & threw on a powersuit to work..

it's just not me..

there was somethin that i needed to pour out but it slipped my mind.. next time..

**i'm resigned to the fact that i will take forever to put up pictures here.. procrastinate..

***i love my HuBBy..