dillusional impressions..

dillusional impressions..

Happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese friends out there.. hope you had a great long holiday/weekend.. *smiles*

i am very disturbed with everythin that is going on around me.. infidelity? unconventional relationships?

who am i to question right? i'm just voicin out my concerns..

anyway, 7th was Aidil's weddin.. nothin much to comment on about it.. took a few pointers from the whole event though.. i roughly know what to work on & what to deal with when the time comes.. up to date, most of the stuffs have been semi-confirmed.. we just need to get the most important part of the whole "project" together or else nothin's goin to work..

went back to JB on friday & came back on saturday.. went with aZMaN & his 2 sisters.. i zonked out the moment we reached.. can't help it..! i woke up at 7am, met up with aZMaN, travelled down to Woodlands to pick up the girls & headed down to JB & finally reached there close to noon! so how..?

**good luck to us again, my dear..

Fish & Co.

Fish & Co.

as the name says..

i'm sure everyone had a fun time that night..one thing's for sure, i came home stoned & very, very full.. haha..!

**love you all..

because I we got high..

because I we got high..

i know i can survive on the floor if AuDReY is around.. read the followin conversation trail at your own risk..

Me: Babe, Ah Tong's voicemail is in Chinese..!
AuDReY: Really? What does it say?
Me (laughin): ...

yup, tell me about it..

i got high on my glass of water with a zest of lemon.. it's perky i tell you..! works wonders on me...

another new year..

another new year..

a warm welcome to 2008 & Happy New Year to all of you..!

i had a quiet celebration.. just the 2 of us & our coffee, away from everyone.. our very 1st New Year together after so many years.. what nicer way to usher in the new year if not in the arms of that someone you love?

this is goin to be the start of new challenges & opportunities for us.. nobody said that it's goin to be easy but we'll get it together.. i'm very sure of that.. one way or another..

**i'll be around..

little black shoes

little black shoes

i've always had a thing for black shiny pointy heels with ribbon but i never seemed to have any luck findin the right pair.. i've had this one for a month or so & i'm lovin it.. well, they may not look brand new [i walk around a lot.. it's my job..] but they are the pair that i've been searchin for..!

straight is..

straight is..

..& it rained

..& it rained

i'm on half day leave today.. have one of the assignments to finish & lectures to catch up on..

it rained heavily today just before lunch.. unfortunate events happened to me & it began with the bag..

Part I: i picked up some stuffs from 6 Batt Rd to bring over to Pru & as i was walkin back along the stretch of Raffles Place [outside Chevron House to be precise..] with YvoNNe Lu [she was goin for lunch, you see] the bag that i was carryin gave way & all the cans of Coke & Carrot Juice came tumblin down & rolled all over the place..! imagine the embarrassment that i was in..! thank goodness YvoNNe was with me or i could have sworn i'd cry.. 2 gentlemen came up & helped us pick up the drinks.. i stuffed them in the plastic bag that i had with me, hung the umbrella that YvoNNe gave me on my hand & walked quickly back to Pru..

[i'm not done yet..]

Part II: i left Prudential Tower only to find that it was still rainin heavily.. as usual, i don't have an umbrella with me [i don't like to carry one around] so i took the underpass to 55 Market Street & texted aZMaN at the same time, hopin that he'll get the message & rescue me from the rain.. it was busy at Geek i presume because he didn't reply so i stood at the traffic light junction at Republic Plaza II & prayed as hard as i could that the rain will subside.. well, it didn't so i stood there, resigned to my fate that i'll be stuck at the junction till eternity..![ok, so i exaggerated] & then..! an angel, a French angel to be exact, came to my rescue..! [*flutters eyelids & clasps hands*] he asked if i wanted to cross over to 55 Market Street & of course i said yes so he offered to share his umbrella with me.. aww.. sweet right..? his was a 1-man umbrella [you know, the small foldable one that you can tuck in your bag..] yet he offered to share.. such a nice guy.. *smiles*

& so the story ends with me partially wet with soggy stockings & squishy shoes..

**the end..

i'm not still a girl..

i'm not still a girl..

i'm goin to have my hair washed & blown for the X'mas party.. don't laugh..! at the end of the day, i'm still a girl afterall..

apparently me & Valerie [the new PA in Pru] are goin to be wearin the same top later.. what the..? well it's ok.. as i told her this mornin, we could go as twins or somethin.. haha.. corny eh..? so i decided not to wear the outfit that my sister's friend loan to me.. it's just too big.. i'm practically sweepin the floor as i walk & the top's hooks can be undone without me havin to do it myself.. it's that bad..

this month i'm very contented with my earnings.. yes, i jolly well earned it.. thanks to my colleagues for helpin me & aZMaN for his understandin.. *smiles*

right.. i'll be back with pictures.. till later..

to be or not to be..

to be or not to be..

this is it..

the countdown has started.. a year from now things are goin to take a turn.. plannin has started & i don't know how to describe the feelin.. anxiety? excitement? frustration? probably a mix of everythin..

it's a whole different take now.. i came back from holiday feelin refreshed but gradually it worn off & now it's back to square one.. feelin the tension of work again..

next week thursday's our X'mas Party & did i mention to you that the theme's "Bollywood"? thanks to my sister & her reliable contacts & resources, she managed to get a loan for me for the costume.. one of her colleagues has a suit that she's worn once & it comes with accessories as well so good for me.. haha.. i'll try to keep in mind to put up pictures of the party..

**good luck

refresh-ed!

refresh-ed!

so i'm back.. & i've become much more relaxed than usual.. so relaxed that i'm freakin myself out actually..

one trip i definitely won't forget.. the weather was good & it only rained in the evenin, after we've reached the hotel.. we didn't have enough time to fully explore & shop around anyway.. ironic enough, we didn't even go to the beach but our time was well-spent at the Khai Islands.. well, one thing for sure was that the beach was a little far from the hotel than i expected so it was worth it..

i will be back, that's for sure & the next time i decide to go back, i'm goin to make sure it'll be longer than just 3 days..

**enough said..

countin down the hours till..

countin down the hours till..

..i take my leave!

phuket here i come..! a vacation finally.. after 2 years of postponin my holidays, it's finally comin through..

**24 hours left..

along the lines of grace..

along the lines of grace..

wednesday...

started the day off with what was left of the torrent..

thank you.. very much indeed..

**desolate me..

contemplation

contemplation

it sucks..

BiG time..

it feels like they want to chase me out of this place..

*SiGh*

no worries.. maybe it means that i have to buck up.. or maybe i have to look for a greener pasture..?

**help me..

Beraya Bersama SinGLes_OuT '07

Salam Lebaran

Salam Lebaran

what a way to celebrate my Hari Raya this year..! "Great minds think alike.." that's what he said.. Guess who my Hari Raya date this year is..?



TA DA..!

yeap.. my one & only aBaNG.. *sigh* it was so funny because just as he reached MaMa's door & i turned around to greet him & MaK NoR, our jaws dropped & we pointed our fingers to each other & went like "Hey..!!" it was so hilarious..

this year's Hari Raya is pretty special.. sunday i actually went visitin with my brothers & also not forgettin my married sister.. *sigh* how i missed those childhood times.. it's been a couple of years since we last had a group outin.. normally we'd go visitin as individual families (which really sucks)..

yesterday i met aZMaN & i super-love his new haircut..! makes him look more serious than before, i have to say, but he's still the crazy MONG-ster that i know..

we had a sucky monday evenin, unfortunately, but there was a lesson that one of us has learnt from this "trick He played on us"..

**love you sayang..

appease

appease

overly excited.. that was how i felt yesterday, knowin that i'll be meetin the S_O ladies for iftar.. it's one of those gatherings that you look forward to each year where you'll get together for dinner or over coffee & fill one another in about what's happenin in our lives..

it's a meaningful one for me this year.. it's probably the 1st meet-up that we actually sat down after dinner & had serious conversations.. may it be a learnin process for us, now that we've learnt the meanin of true friends..

ladies, thank you for not being judgemental.. thank you for the understandin that you've showed.. 5 more months to our 5th aNNiVeRSaRy..

**today i woke up with a heavy heart.. last night i couldn't get to sleep.. i'm bearin the feelin of guilt & i don't know what to do..

i don't know if it's a good idea to call you..
i don't know if it's best to leave you alone..
all i know is that i'm very sorry & i'm hurtin inside because i really don't know what to do..

Getaway..!

Getaway..!



check out the pics from the links.. courtesy of iDaDi [most of it..]

i had the BESTEST weekend ever..! i had my 2 BESTEST buddies & my sister with me, chillin out at the porch, watchin the torch from the garden die one by one, doin silly things & laughin ourselves crazy.. what more can i ask for..?

my parents & my brother left for JB on friday.. iDa, my sis & myself left on saturday afternoon & we reached at about 6.30pm.. it was a long ride to the house.. slow movin traffic delayed the normally-2 hours-max journey but it was worth it.. we got donuts, ayam madu& soft drinks.. MuM cooked fishball soup & rendang daging & she also bought some other snacks.. gosh.. i can't continue..

after breakin fast, we sat around the living room & watch tv.. i was waitin in anticipation for aZMaN to arrive.. i thought he'd probably reach latest by 9.30pm but he was stuck at the JB immigration.. i shan't elaborate here though..

i think i'll stop here.. let the pictures do the talkin..

my wonderful weekend

my wonderful weekend

he cooked dinner last saturday.. i came over & had dinner with the family..

PhEw..!

i survived.. they are really nice folks.. am so lookin forward to meetin them again.. well, that would make it this thursday then.. hehe..

we went crazy at Plaza Singapura on sunday.. we bought baskets for my room, flowers for my mum & phone for the house.. not forgettin shoes, pants & shirts for him.. [somebody's got to look smart for work now so he has to dress accordingly..] we did all this for a full 6 hours..! as i've told you before dear, i never knew shoppin can be so fun..

conspiracy

conspiracy

had a fun "MonteSSori" last wednesday.. headed down to East Coast for dinner which was, to me, a little unconventional.. he made dinner so it didn't really matter to me what i was actually stuffin down my guts..

the moon was full, the wind was just nice & the weather was perfect..



i really enjoy havin conversations with him.. i love his company.. i appreciate his thoughts.. i like the attention.. hehe..~

just as you thought everythin was perfect, the ex-es had to ruin everythin..! conspiracy..?

one was tryin to rub salt into the wound while the other one was tryin hard to find fault.. tough luck suckers.. you guys have got to try much, much harder than that, right love..? it got us thinkin, why must the both of them "appear" at the same time..?

the ex-es from hell..

happy 21st to my One & Only SISTeR..!!

happy 21st to my One & Only SISTeR..!!

finally she's 21 but still not grown up yet.. you know what i mean.. haha.. even my mum said so..

aZMaN & me got her a Nike watch, not exactly the white one that she wanted but a smaller version which came in baby blue & purple.. i know she doesn't like it as much as the white one but what say does she have, right..? hehehe.. aDiK got her "Restaurant Empire".. cool game, haven't tried but will soon.. BaBa & MuM got her 2 pairs of jeans & unfortunately i can't fit into them.. darn it.. can't share.. we had a small celebration, pizza for dinner & a chocolate truffle cake..

anyway, here's VaNeSSa buried in namecards last Friday.. enjoy..!

you made my day..

you made my day..

as you've mentioned in your msg to me this morning, we did spent the weekend together.. i wouldn't have realised it if you hadn't told me..

anyway, thank you for droppin by yesterday with the wonderful tikka/butter chicken i'm so glad you could make it to break fast with my family.. when's my turn..? hehehehe...

*5 more weeks to our lil' getaway...

**i love you, dear...