bad, bad habit..


it's really becomin a habit oh his.. i can't seem to bother anymore if i c him or not.. doesn't really make much difference.. things cud haf been as per normal if i wuz still at O'Briens.. damm.. dun take for granted dat i'm fine wit everythin juz becuz i dun say anythin.. it hurts a lot if the person u luv juz can't seem to understand u.. i can't kip tellin him dat i miss him, dat i wanna c him, dat i wanna spend quality tym wit him.. it'll juz suffocate him but at the same tym he shud use his thick bloody brains & think abt me as well..

werkin my ass off here, thinkin of him every single minute, findin ways to actually make tym for him but what does he do? nuthin..

if he wants to, i'll try make tym for him but if i'm not free then that's too bad..

i dun think i can take anymore of dis nonsense.. enuf is enuf..

crap..!