happiness


it's funny how this one life works.. seems like there is always the unhappy aura surroundin it.. no matter how much this one tries to make her life change for happiness, it's bound to turn uneventful.. "What went wrong?" you may ask.. i ask myself that everytime too.. i will be lyin if i say that i have never experienced happiness. i did but it's like when you are struck with a headache & you try to ease it with aspirin [or whatever that helps for that matter] but they only provide a temporary relief.. it's endless i tell you..!

i've said it once [or twice] & i shall say it again.. "For once..! Let me just stay happy..! Is it so much to ask for?" really..! i only want HAPPINESS..

for now i'm contented that i still have my family, my job (not career though) & some of my friends who are willin to go through this phase with me.. one of these days, i'm going to die of a broken heart i tell you.. at the rate these guys are goin, breakin my heart, i'm going to die young [& beautiful too hopefully..] there's nothin i want more in this life, at this age, than happiness for my love life..

Once again i apologize to those guys i've hurt in the past.. i seriously have no intention whatsoever to play around with your feelings.. maybe this is what they call KARMA; 'What Goes Around, Comes Around'..