Tuesday, April 24, 2007

questions procrastinated

questions procrastinated

i've always looked up to you as someone who i call my brother but at some moment in time, as we grew up i saw another part of you that i still can't put a finger to. i knew it wasn't just a "cousin thing" but i put it off time & time again.

up to this point of time, before i commit myself to somethin that i know can't change once i've agreed on, i just want you to know that you mean the world to me & you're more than just a big brother. i don't wish to make a huge mistake so all i want to do now is to tell you the whole truth & i want to know what's your take on this.

it's been 4 years, Abang, & i'm not goin to waste anymore time because i think i've put it off for too long.

i saw the look on your face last night & it gave me the thinkin that you're unhappy & resigned. you can lie to your friends, Abang, but i don't think you can lie to me.

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