can i?

i'm not in the right state of mind now... i really dunno wat's happenin to me... i wanna run away from all this...! run away from all the things that make my mind overloaded...! i tink wat i nid is a LONG, LONG vacation... sumwhere where people can't find me... where i can b alone; b by myself... the word JOBLESS kips hauntin me & i'm really scared... even SunShine can't help me in dis... if i had loads of money, i'd b havin my manic depression now... come to think abt it, i am sufferin from manic depression now but there's nuthin i can do abt dat, can i? i can't eat ryt, slp ryt or even tink ryt...

can i run away...?