lady rain..


it has been a wet, wet week.. very sad..

i realised i've gained 6 kilos [NO...!!!] & now i'm fat & ugly.. not forgettin jobless & helpless [make dat HOPEless..] i already put myself on a strict 'no-chocolate' diet & i'm tryin not to eat too much..

it's really tough lukin for a job everywhr.. luck is really not on my side.. stupid of me.. really.. badly in nid of a job ryt now.. can't stand askin BaBa for money everytym i nid it.. it pisses him off & i noe it.. anyone can help me..? please..?

in confusion now actually.. i dunno wat i'm supposed to do wit all these guys in my lyf.. i wanna live w/o them.. can i..? mayb i shud haf a heart to heart talk wit FiE.. settle things once & for all.. i noe MY BABY GERL wud lyk dat.. khehehe..

oh.. & btw, juz to make things clear, I AIN'T NOBODY'S SCANDAL AITE.. get dis clear in dat small brain of urs.. u shud noe hu u r..