stop it eh..


why must i feel jealous everytime someone mentions him? [& i'm not talkin abt the '10,491 kilometers-far-away' him] he's like my bloody freakin friend for goodness' sake..! i've always think of him as a friend but of late i've been filled with jealousy everytime i know he's being mentioned by other people.. WTF?? i've gotta overcome this crappiness..

got news abt my iDaDi & her future plan that's hauntin her right now.. *SiGh* like some people say, some things just don't happen as we plan them to be.. i'm really happy for you, my girl.. first is aZiLaH & then it's you.. guess i should be next in line huh? khehehe~ amongst the 3 of us, i'm the eldest & like we planned & forseen, i should be the one to go 1st but it seems like you girls are way ahead of me.. oh well.. what can one do..? i just hope whatever happens, we won't part again because i don't think i want to wait 2 to 6 years to see you girls again.. you girls are just too precious to lose..

too bad i'm not really ready for another relationship or i could have joined my girls.. khehehe.. call me fussy, call me fickle but there's no one right now who can actually make me feel on cloud 9 like how i used to & those who can are always the ones who are impossible to be with.. jeez.. what is SO BLOODY wrong with me? khehehe~