my apologies..

my apologies..


currently listenin to: Wyclef Jean feat. Mary J. Blige - 911

i'm so sorry if i hurt anyone with the previous entry.. i just couldn't contain my anger & at that point of time, pennin it down was the only SAFE thing i could think of & do.. i really felt like punchin someone in the face [or better still, in the guts] but unfortunately i couldn't.. i wanted to scream but again, i couldn't because if i did i'll get into another quarrel with my DaD & i don't want that to happen now that the father-daughter relationship has been mended.. & it would have been unfair to him if i did it.. i mean, he broke the bad news in a really nice way & for me to scream at him or anyone else is not the right thing to do.. anyone in their sensible mind should know that.. once again, i'm really, really sorry..

anyway, a HAPPY 26TH ANNIVERSARY to my parents.. how nice.. 26 years, 26th of the 6th month in 2006.. & 26 is my favourite number.. goin out for a celebration dinner.. well, we're celebratin my DaD & aDeK's birthdays as well so it's a 3-in-1 dinner..

let me just let out my disappointment in yesterday's match between Portugal & Holland.. i'm upset that Holland didn't qualify but what upsets me more is the game that was just SO HORRIBLE..! pushin & shovin, yellow cards, RED CARDS?? what in the world is goin on..?? that was the first time i've witnessed such a horrible, horrible game..! that just puts my fights with my girl friends' boyfriends [won't mention names here..] to shame..! i dislike the referee.. is he high on drugs? what did he inhale before the game? he seemed to enjoy givin out those coloured cards.. i think he wasn't in the right state of mind or maybe he's a fake? jeez..! whatever the reason is, i don't like him.. & Holland.. i just can't find the right words to say it.. correct me if i'm wrong but do i sense a lack of team togetherness/team spirit? i just didn't feel it.. it was like as if they were 11 perfect strangers who've only met for the very first time.. i really don't know what to say..

for those who watched the game, you should know what i'm crappin abt.. for those who didn't, try clickin on FIFA or STARHUB