to draw the line..

to draw the line..


this is going to be a slightly lengthy entry.. bear with me people..

last saturday we went to the Johor house.. it was great fun as we witnessed the house being transformed into a [2nd] home.. they washed the floor & fixed stuff while i stayed in the kitchen to wash dishes & towels & prepared snacks.. talk about F&B.. in the late afternoon, the furniture came, the electrical appliances came & it was just lovely.. my uncle fixed the lighting "problem" so that we won't be in the dark that night..

i really love that house.. it's just so much more comfortable to live in compared to the previous house in Kuala Lumpur & it's not that difficult or far to get to the house..

pertaining to the trip, it has made me a little pissed off.. i went there to enjoy myself & relax, which i almost did, but the teasin & so-called "jokes" that my parents made got me a little mad.. he's my FRIEND.. just my FRIEND.. i'm sure i made myself really clear that there's nothin going on between us so why can't you guys just leave me alone..? stop botherin me with stupid remarks & comments.. i'm not tryin to be rude or anythin but it seems like a deja vu.. i've been through this while workin at O'Briens & i don't think i want to go through it again..

i've not talk to this FRIEND for a couple of days because i'm angry.. not because he was in the way while we were all up there at the Johor house like he thought.. i'm angry because people keep sayin that we're "together" when we're not & they keep teasin me about it.. i don't know who i should be mad at.. my family? him? or myself? my mum gave me a hard time yesterday & today about this issue.. i hate talkin about it.. i really, really F-ing hate to talk about it.. it gets on my nerves everytime she starts that conversation..

will somebody just save me from this torture..? i can't stand it.. i don't want to cut myself off from everyone but if that is what it takes to stop all these nonsence, then i shall have to do it..

movin away from this topic, i think i've made a mistake somewhere.. a BIG mistake.. i've got to clean it up soon or i'm going to hurt another person's feelin.. i'm going to need my thinkin corner now..