monday morning...
what a way to start the week.. woke up to a cold weather, no mood whatsoever to work.. *sigh* AiDa's on leave today because her daughter's down with chicken pox, that poor girl...
"share"'s went up today but as usual, it came with a price.. Derwent started with us today & the guys who were supposed to fix the wall ports & set up the switch ports delayed their arrival.. it was set tentatively in the morning but was delayed until the end of the day.. was playin hide & seek with the guy in charge.. he called whenever i was away from the desk & i kept emailin him & insisted that he replied to them but as stubborn as i was, he never did..! jeez!
staggered lunch became a "grab-&-go" with Van buyin lunch for AuDReY who never left her seat, mannin to the board.. we took turns coverin the board.. there was always somethin to do..
stupid internet connection...
stupid HK server...
stupid laptops...
stupid cables...
Monday, July 23, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
another month..
another month..
firstly, i would like to CONGRATULATE my dearest Dancin' Queen on her engagement on the July 7, 2007.. (i know.. i know.. i'm 10 days late..)
i have been overwhelmed at work & i'm beginnin to feel as if life has ran out of fun.. that is where the long vacation comes in.. *ehem..* i'm wonderin if i could even find a suitable time to take a long leave.. *sigh..*
i don't know if i should continue on like this.. maybe i don't manage my time well or maybe there's just too much work.. i don't know.. i miss shifts.. i miss flats.. i miss jeans & t-shirts.. there are opportunities here but i feel like i'm being hindered.. i can't find the courage to stand up for myself.. this is probably not my forte.. i get mad when it happens but i just don't know how to retaliate..
jeez.. it's 2 weeks to my 1st year anniversary workin here but feels like just yesterday that i stepped into these heels & threw on a powersuit to work..
it's just not me..
there was somethin that i needed to pour out but it slipped my mind.. next time..
**i'm resigned to the fact that i will take forever to put up pictures here.. procrastinate..
***i love my HuBBy..
firstly, i would like to CONGRATULATE my dearest Dancin' Queen on her engagement on the July 7, 2007.. (i know.. i know.. i'm 10 days late..)
i have been overwhelmed at work & i'm beginnin to feel as if life has ran out of fun.. that is where the long vacation comes in.. *ehem..* i'm wonderin if i could even find a suitable time to take a long leave.. *sigh..*
i don't know if i should continue on like this.. maybe i don't manage my time well or maybe there's just too much work.. i don't know.. i miss shifts.. i miss flats.. i miss jeans & t-shirts.. there are opportunities here but i feel like i'm being hindered.. i can't find the courage to stand up for myself.. this is probably not my forte.. i get mad when it happens but i just don't know how to retaliate..
jeez.. it's 2 weeks to my 1st year anniversary workin here but feels like just yesterday that i stepped into these heels & threw on a powersuit to work..
it's just not me..
there was somethin that i needed to pour out but it slipped my mind.. next time..
**i'm resigned to the fact that i will take forever to put up pictures here.. procrastinate..
***i love my HuBBy..
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I made the mistake...
I made the mistake...
i want to PUBLICLY APOLOGIZE to my other half for recklessly hurtin his feelin...
i was such aBITCH & i admit it...
i shouldn't have kept in contact with ANYONE in the 1st place... knowin he's the very jealous type, what was i thinkin..??
i'm positive that nothin can make up for the mistake that i did & i can understand if he doesn't want to forgive me... given the situation, i would have gotten pissed too... i don't want to point out mistakes here but when things happen, they happen for a reason.. don't you think so..?
whatever your perception is about me now, i don't really care because i know what i did & i don't want to look at the past & brood over it...
i want to PUBLICLY APOLOGIZE to my other half for recklessly hurtin his feelin...
i was such a
i shouldn't have kept in contact with ANYONE in the 1st place... knowin he's the very jealous type, what was i thinkin..??
i'm positive that nothin can make up for the mistake that i did & i can understand if he doesn't want to forgive me... given the situation, i would have gotten pissed too... i don't want to point out mistakes here but when things happen, they happen for a reason.. don't you think so..?
whatever your perception is about me now, i don't really care because i know what i did & i don't want to look at the past & brood over it...
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
relive the moment..
relive the moment..
went shoppin with aYuL last saturday & she bought 2 tops, 2 dresses & a pants.. all these for the same price of a G2000 suit..! can you imagine..?
anyway, things are gettin a little mundane & i don't know how long it's goin to last.. plannin to go for a short getaway in July with my bestie but nothin is confirmed for now..
i've got pictures up in Shutterfly but i've to sort them out & re-arrange them before i can officially put the album up.. 400+ pictures..! jeez..!
went shoppin with aYuL last saturday & she bought 2 tops, 2 dresses & a pants.. all these for the same price of a G2000 suit..! can you imagine..?
anyway, things are gettin a little mundane & i don't know how long it's goin to last.. plannin to go for a short getaway in July with my bestie but nothin is confirmed for now..
i've got pictures up in Shutterfly but i've to sort them out & re-arrange them before i can officially put the album up.. 400+ pictures..! jeez..!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
TAURUS WOMAN
TAURUS WOMAN
A slim and moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and jolly. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.
She is a constantly changing person. If she's upset, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.
She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patience with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.
Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You cannot tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and prefers not to work at home.
She loves animals and likes to be surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.
She will be honest to her loved one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one. She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Love her, but not too much for she afraid it will be limiting her freedom.
She always stands out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who is looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she can get along socially with any type of crowds.
She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she is also able to be fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you lose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that "We're better off breaking up".
She always remembers her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but everything should be done for "Happiness".
She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she thinks of something, she will go ahead and do it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old maid today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.
She likes to learn about your dreams and your thoughts. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and takes promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better pay up.
If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow-minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to like her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.
A slim and moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and jolly. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.
She is a constantly changing person. If she's upset, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.
She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patience with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.
Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You cannot tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and prefers not to work at home.
She loves animals and likes to be surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.
She will be honest to her loved one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one. She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Love her, but not too much for she afraid it will be limiting her freedom.
She always stands out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who is looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she can get along socially with any type of crowds.
She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she is also able to be fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you lose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that "We're better off breaking up".
She always remembers her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but everything should be done for "Happiness".
She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she thinks of something, she will go ahead and do it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old maid today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.
She likes to learn about your dreams and your thoughts. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and takes promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better pay up.
If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow-minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to like her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
questions procrastinated
questions procrastinated
i've always looked up to you as someone who i call my brother but at some moment in time, as we grew up i saw another part of you that i still can't put a finger to. i knew it wasn't just a "cousin thing" but i put it off time & time again.
up to this point of time, before i commit myself to somethin that i know can't change once i've agreed on, i just want you to know that you mean the world to me & you're more than just a big brother. i don't wish to make a huge mistake so all i want to do now is to tell you the whole truth & i want to know what's your take on this.
it's been 4 years, Abang, & i'm not goin to waste anymore time because i think i've put it off for too long.
i saw the look on your face last night & it gave me the thinkin that you're unhappy & resigned. you can lie to your friends, Abang, but i don't think you can lie to me.
i've always looked up to you as someone who i call my brother but at some moment in time, as we grew up i saw another part of you that i still can't put a finger to. i knew it wasn't just a "cousin thing" but i put it off time & time again.
up to this point of time, before i commit myself to somethin that i know can't change once i've agreed on, i just want you to know that you mean the world to me & you're more than just a big brother. i don't wish to make a huge mistake so all i want to do now is to tell you the whole truth & i want to know what's your take on this.
it's been 4 years, Abang, & i'm not goin to waste anymore time because i think i've put it off for too long.
i saw the look on your face last night & it gave me the thinkin that you're unhappy & resigned. you can lie to your friends, Abang, but i don't think you can lie to me.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Phantom of The Opera
Phantom of The Opera
SYNOPSIS
Broadway's longest-running and most popular musical, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, returns to Singapore for a strictly limited season in March 2007.
Andrew Lloyd-Webber's phenomenal hit first burst onto the London stage 20 years ago, and continues to play to full houses nightly in London, New York and around the world. THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA has been seen by over 80 million people worldwide, has been performed in more than 20 countries, has won over 50 major theatre awards, and has grossed more than S$5 billion.
With 130 cast, crew and orchestra members, spectacular sets and more than 230 costumes, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA contains some of Andrew Lloyd Webber's most famous and stirring music, including "The Phantom of the Opera" and "Music of the Night".
simply superb.. was worth watchin.. if i had the means, i'd bring the whole cast home with me & i can watch it every single day..!
SYNOPSIS
Broadway's longest-running and most popular musical, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, returns to Singapore for a strictly limited season in March 2007.
Andrew Lloyd-Webber's phenomenal hit first burst onto the London stage 20 years ago, and continues to play to full houses nightly in London, New York and around the world. THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA has been seen by over 80 million people worldwide, has been performed in more than 20 countries, has won over 50 major theatre awards, and has grossed more than S$5 billion.
With 130 cast, crew and orchestra members, spectacular sets and more than 230 costumes, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA contains some of Andrew Lloyd Webber's most famous and stirring music, including "The Phantom of the Opera" and "Music of the Night".
simply superb.. was worth watchin.. if i had the means, i'd bring the whole cast home with me & i can watch it every single day..!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
oh it's nothin.. just a mental breakdown..
oh it's nothin.. just a mental breakdown..
i got hurt recently.. & i still feel hurt.. it's probably just my ego.. maybe it got scratched.. or maybe i'm just over sensitive.. you know how women are these days right..?
he said i praise my very good friends so high up that i'm beginin to sound like i worship them..! how interesting.. probably i did but i guess i'm insecured.. haha.. hmm.. let me see.. just to refresh my memories, these are the "WHOLE LOTSA FRIENDS" that i have who i'm OH-SO-ALWAYS constantly in touch with:
- iDaDi
- SinGLeS_OuT
- Servcorp Pru Team
that's a lot isn't it..? WOW! that's a lot of very good friends i have..! i'm so freakin occupied with them & they are 24/7 in my mind that he must have felt neglected.. poor baby.. i'm sorry.. i promise i won't talk about them anymore, ok? sorry dear..!
i got hurt recently.. & i still feel hurt.. it's probably just my ego.. maybe it got scratched.. or maybe i'm just over sensitive.. you know how women are these days right..?
he said i praise my very good friends so high up that i'm beginin to sound like i worship them..! how interesting.. probably i did but i guess i'm insecured.. haha.. hmm.. let me see.. just to refresh my memories, these are the "WHOLE LOTSA FRIENDS" that i have who i'm OH-SO-ALWAYS constantly in touch with:
- iDaDi
- SinGLeS_OuT
- Servcorp Pru Team
that's a lot isn't it..? WOW! that's a lot of very good friends i have..! i'm so freakin occupied with them & they are 24/7 in my mind that he must have felt neglected.. poor baby.. i'm sorry.. i promise i won't talk about them anymore, ok? sorry dear..!
Monday, April 02, 2007
..how about an extended memory?
..how about an extended memory?
yeap.. that's probably what i want for my birthday this year.. an extended memory size for my BRAIN that is..! another case of information overload.. *SiGh*
been so occupied at work lately [like what's new, right..?] with what, i'm clueless myself.. all i can remember is that i'm readin through materials & doin a little hands-on on secretarial stuffs such as welcome packs, different types of virtual packages & things like that.. doesn't sound heavy but add this to my normal daily routine & what you get is pain in the brain.. it's awful i tell you..
been learnin how to do some of the other closings for invoicin & such too.. i'm tryin to remind myself to remind my brain to take a break but apparently i keep forgettin to do so.. i probably should get more sticky notes or somethin..
anyway, aYuL managed to recover the pictures from S_O's 4th Anniversary.. i'll put them up as soon as i can..
yeap.. that's probably what i want for my birthday this year.. an extended memory size for my BRAIN that is..! another case of information overload.. *SiGh*
been so occupied at work lately [like what's new, right..?] with what, i'm clueless myself.. all i can remember is that i'm readin through materials & doin a little hands-on on secretarial stuffs such as welcome packs, different types of virtual packages & things like that.. doesn't sound heavy but add this to my normal daily routine & what you get is pain in the brain.. it's awful i tell you..
been learnin how to do some of the other closings for invoicin & such too.. i'm tryin to remind myself to remind my brain to take a break but apparently i keep forgettin to do so.. i probably should get more sticky notes or somethin..
anyway, aYuL managed to recover the pictures from S_O's 4th Anniversary.. i'll put them up as soon as i can..
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
back to school
back to school
i'm starting my classes [again] in April.. if everythin is confirmed, my 1st class will be starin on the 24th of April & the 2nd class would be on the 27th.. i can't wait to go back to school..!
has been hectic at work recently.. it's probably just me, i guess.. to the extent that i dream of work & people at work, i think that's a little too much.. by the way, the painkillers (for my feet) from Raffles Medical works very well.. i think i'll get more from my doctor..
on a personal side, i don't know if what i'm doin is right.. i'm just followin my instincts & my heart..
last week my mind was constantly thinkin of somebody.. it was very bad & it wasn't like as if i wanted to think of that person.. it just happens.. well, no more occurrence so i'm almost certain it was just a phase..
**i love you..!
i'm starting my classes [again] in April.. if everythin is confirmed, my 1st class will be starin on the 24th of April & the 2nd class would be on the 27th.. i can't wait to go back to school..!
has been hectic at work recently.. it's probably just me, i guess.. to the extent that i dream of work & people at work, i think that's a little too much.. by the way, the painkillers (for my feet) from Raffles Medical works very well.. i think i'll get more from my doctor..
on a personal side, i don't know if what i'm doin is right.. i'm just followin my instincts & my heart..
last week my mind was constantly thinkin of somebody.. it was very bad & it wasn't like as if i wanted to think of that person.. it just happens.. well, no more occurrence so i'm almost certain it was just a phase..
**i love you..!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
365 days ago..
365 days ago..
i survived..! i managed to keep myself safe today.. no falls, no broken back, no fractured feet.. hehehehe..~
i survived..! i managed to keep myself safe today.. no falls, no broken back, no fractured feet.. hehehehe..~
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
..& it happened again
..& it happened again
yet another fun & fruitful evening with the s|nGLeS_OuT ladies.. well, as usual meetin up has never been "normal".. the ladies should know what i mean.. hehehe~
on our 2nd anniversary, i can still remember how my sandals came apart just as aYu "fetched" me from work.. i had no choice but to hobble back to O'briens & grab another pair of available shoes.. guess what happened on this year's anniversary.. that's right..! my sandals came apart AGAIN..! i called aYu to rescue me from embarrassment & together we went scourin for somethin for my feet.. notice that it only happens when i meet aYu..? i should probably NOT meet her first the next time..
went down to M.A.C to meet up with s|zzY & told e-BoO that we'll see her there.. while waitin for her, we were makin jokes about how she would turn up at McDonald's instead of M.A.C & obviously we were right..! she called aYu & asked where we were & told us that she was already at McD's.. hehehehe~ that's just so her..
had dinner at Sakura, Far East.. almost walloped the waiter for gettin our orders wrong.. thank goodness the ladies were around or i might have just stormed out from there.. geez.. strolled down to Party World beside Crown Prince Hotel & spent a solid 4 hours singin our lungs out..! at the end of it all, our anniversary was a blast..
love you girls..
**pictures please.. my camera ate the pictures up.. *sigh*
yet another fun & fruitful evening with the s|nGLeS_OuT ladies.. well, as usual meetin up has never been "normal".. the ladies should know what i mean.. hehehe~
on our 2nd anniversary, i can still remember how my sandals came apart just as aYu "fetched" me from work.. i had no choice but to hobble back to O'briens & grab another pair of available shoes.. guess what happened on this year's anniversary.. that's right..! my sandals came apart AGAIN..! i called aYu to rescue me from embarrassment & together we went scourin for somethin for my feet.. notice that it only happens when i meet aYu..? i should probably NOT meet her first the next time..
went down to M.A.C to meet up with s|zzY & told e-BoO that we'll see her there.. while waitin for her, we were makin jokes about how she would turn up at McDonald's instead of M.A.C & obviously we were right..! she called aYu & asked where we were & told us that she was already at McD's.. hehehehe~ that's just so her..
had dinner at Sakura, Far East.. almost walloped the waiter for gettin our orders wrong.. thank goodness the ladies were around or i might have just stormed out from there.. geez.. strolled down to Party World beside Crown Prince Hotel & spent a solid 4 hours singin our lungs out..! at the end of it all, our anniversary was a blast..
love you girls..
**pictures please.. my camera ate the pictures up.. *sigh*
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Happy 4th Anniversary To My Special Ladies..!
Happy 4th Anniversary To My Special Ladies..!
WE'RE 4 YEARS YOUNG..! CONGRATULATIONS TO s|nGLeS_OuT..!
waitin with much anxiety to see you ladies later.. it's another one of those rare opportunities that we meet up, hang out & have fun.. don't forget your camera[s] ladies..!
anyway, here's a big welcome to our NEW Servcorp blog.. take a sneak peek into the typical "a day in the life of.." in Servcorp, specially brought to you by us.. hehehehe..
i'm keepin it as simple as possible so that the ladies can blog in their entries easily.. such a coincidence that Servcorp decided to change the colour theme to the same blogskin colour that i chose [blue & orange].. synergy..? hmmm..
WE'RE 4 YEARS YOUNG..! CONGRATULATIONS TO s|nGLeS_OuT..!
waitin with much anxiety to see you ladies later.. it's another one of those rare opportunities that we meet up, hang out & have fun.. don't forget your camera[s] ladies..!
anyway, here's a big welcome to our NEW Servcorp blog.. take a sneak peek into the typical "a day in the life of.." in Servcorp, specially brought to you by us.. hehehehe..
i'm keepin it as simple as possible so that the ladies can blog in their entries easily.. such a coincidence that Servcorp decided to change the colour theme to the same blogskin colour that i chose [blue & orange].. synergy..? hmmm..
Thursday, February 22, 2007
breather
breather
jambu-jambu naik lori,
matair pulak dengan matrep.
boring-boring gigit jari,
kalau tak gigit, makan grape!
*thanks sis for the 1st two-liners.. this is the end product when 2 sisters get bored from a dreaded long cab ride..
jambu-jambu naik lori,
matair pulak dengan matrep.
boring-boring gigit jari,
kalau tak gigit, makan grape!
*thanks sis for the 1st two-liners.. this is the end product when 2 sisters get bored from a dreaded long cab ride..
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
bimbotic-ness
bimbotic-ness
you know, i just don't literally get it sometimes.. maybe this is what they call life; full of ups & downs, clear skies & obstacles, expect the unexpected etc.. personally, when times are cool, they are really cool but when things heat up, they just tend to blown out of proportion which leaves a big, gooey, ugly mess in my already-muddled-&-very-messed-up head..
you guys out there.. YES YOU! what i don't get is, why are you guys so freakin fickle?? you say we girls can't make up our minds but HEY listen up, i've got my fair share of knowledge from being around you creatures too long & i jolly well dare to say that you guys are no better than us.. in fact a bunch of you clowns are much, much more pro at this fickle game.. & some of you.. why can't you just let go of the past?? what happened before is now called HISTORY..! don't be such idiots, alright? get over it, MOVE ON.. geez..
sorry for blastin.. just needed to clear my mind..
you know, i just don't literally get it sometimes.. maybe this is what they call life; full of ups & downs, clear skies & obstacles, expect the unexpected etc.. personally, when times are cool, they are really cool but when things heat up, they just tend to blown out of proportion which leaves a big, gooey, ugly mess in my already-muddled-&-very-messed-up head..
you guys out there.. YES YOU! what i don't get is, why are you guys so freakin fickle?? you say we girls can't make up our minds but HEY listen up, i've got my fair share of knowledge from being around you creatures too long & i jolly well dare to say that you guys are no better than us.. in fact a bunch of you clowns are much, much more pro at this fickle game.. & some of you.. why can't you just let go of the past?? what happened before is now called HISTORY..! don't be such idiots, alright? get over it, MOVE ON.. geez..
sorry for blastin.. just needed to clear my mind..
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
"it's funny only when it happens to someone else.."
"it's funny only when it happens to someone else.."
the familiar phrase.. the trademark that never failed to irritate me but at the same time makes me smile..
he resurfaced.. he BLOODY well resurfaced after all these months.. but all's good between us now.. i think.. i hope.. i've learnt to let go & tried to pick myself up when he disappeared [again].. the only place i could seek solace & words of advice was from HaiZiR.. thanks bro, for the sound advice.. appreciate that..
anyway, a year ago, on this very day, i remembered how my day was spent.. although it wasn't a day for celebration for us, i enjoyed myself very much & i'm sure he did too.. i recalled how it was such a coincidence that our off day happened to be on the 14th & that we had wanted to go do somethin "artsy" by ourselves.. in the end, we went to the Singapore Philatelic Museum & The Substation to watch short films together..
whatever..
the familiar phrase.. the trademark that never failed to irritate me but at the same time makes me smile..
he resurfaced.. he BLOODY well resurfaced after all these months.. but all's good between us now.. i think.. i hope.. i've learnt to let go & tried to pick myself up when he disappeared [again].. the only place i could seek solace & words of advice was from HaiZiR.. thanks bro, for the sound advice.. appreciate that..
anyway, a year ago, on this very day, i remembered how my day was spent.. although it wasn't a day for celebration for us, i enjoyed myself very much & i'm sure he did too.. i recalled how it was such a coincidence that our off day happened to be on the 14th & that we had wanted to go do somethin "artsy" by ourselves.. in the end, we went to the Singapore Philatelic Museum & The Substation to watch short films together..
whatever..
Monday, February 12, 2007
justification..?
justification..?
sometimes it's hard to please everyone especially when EVERYONE is under pressure & they expect SOMETHIN from you all at the same time..
as much as i don't want to appear ungrateful, i might already have.. not that i want to but as i have mentioned above, it's so hard to please everyone.. i don't even know if i have made the right decisions so far.. knowin myself, i'm bound to regret a lot of things..
i don't know how to apologise to a very good friend who, i know, i've hurt so much..
i don't know if i've met the right person or the path that i choose is the one that i REALLY want to follow..
i don't know what's goin on actually..
1st issue - maybe i just didn't like the fact that everybody was assumin that we are a couple but that was like ages ago.. maybe i'm just haunted by it.. up till now, i can't stand it when anyone makes a joke out of this matter.. it just makes me so mad..! somehow, i'm so scarred by it but i don't understand why.. he's helped me so much, he was always there during the FALL period & he hasn't done anythin wrong but i JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T LET THINGS BE AS THEY WERE..?
2nd issue - i'm gettin the cold feet suddenly.. i have no doubts about him because i know what he is really into & it's definitely not GIRLS.. just that sometimes i feel pressurized with the current situation to the extent that i can't even think.. i just wish that he can really, really understand..
gimme a break..
sometimes it's hard to please everyone especially when EVERYONE is under pressure & they expect SOMETHIN from you all at the same time..
as much as i don't want to appear ungrateful, i might already have.. not that i want to but as i have mentioned above, it's so hard to please everyone.. i don't even know if i have made the right decisions so far.. knowin myself, i'm bound to regret a lot of things..
i don't know how to apologise to a very good friend who, i know, i've hurt so much..
i don't know if i've met the right person or the path that i choose is the one that i REALLY want to follow..
i don't know what's goin on actually..
1st issue - maybe i just didn't like the fact that everybody was assumin that we are a couple but that was like ages ago.. maybe i'm just haunted by it.. up till now, i can't stand it when anyone makes a joke out of this matter.. it just makes me so mad..! somehow, i'm so scarred by it but i don't understand why.. he's helped me so much, he was always there during the FALL period & he hasn't done anythin wrong but i JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T LET THINGS BE AS THEY WERE..?
2nd issue - i'm gettin the cold feet suddenly.. i have no doubts about him because i know what he is really into & it's definitely not GIRLS.. just that sometimes i feel pressurized with the current situation to the extent that i can't even think.. i just wish that he can really, really understand..
gimme a break..
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
breakin my back..
breakin my back..
i don't wish to whine but it's the truth.. my back hurts..! all the shiftin, pushin & pullin of furnitures yesterday has made me broken..
HaNN got into an accident this mornin.. don't know what to do.. cross my fingers & pray hard that YvoNNe approves of my half-day leave today..
i don't wish to whine but it's the truth.. my back hurts..! all the shiftin, pushin & pullin of furnitures yesterday has made me broken..
HaNN got into an accident this mornin.. don't know what to do.. cross my fingers & pray hard that YvoNNe approves of my half-day leave today..
Monday, January 29, 2007
½ of ½ is..?
½ of ½ is..?
i finally threw away the Fossil watch yesterday.. i had kept it thinkin that i would change the strap or somethin but yesterday i took a long look at the watch & decided "heck.. i'll get myself another Fossil.."
yesterday i went to AiN's weddin @ her place in serangoon.. was surprised to see her in the outfit.. she was smaller then i expected..! the decoration was simple but nice.. the colour combination was not really my taste but all in all, it was ok.. had wanted to take pictures with her but there were too many guests so RaJa, HaNN & myself decided to take our leave..
i had initially wanted to go to my relative's weddin @ pasir ris but when i thought of how HaNN would get bored at home by himself, i decided not to & spend the rest of the afternoon with him shoppin.. well, HE was shoppin, not me.. managed to get for himself a pair of jeans & a shirt.. we are, afterall, simple shoppers.. *WiNkZ*
found a pretty black lace top @ bugis.. going to grab that once i get my pay.. speakin of bugis, we went to collect the ring yesterday.. just last friday we went to the jewellers to make the payments & at the same time do a fitting.. i didn't know i had such a small ring-finger.. hehehe˜ so confidently, i asked for a size 10 which, obviously, was too loose so the lady looked at my finger & suggested that i go for a size 8.. unwillingly, i agreed but hey, it fit! i gave the thumbs up & we got the ring..
preparations' still underway.. i've not done any calculations whatsoever but in time to come.. so many things to take note of.. lucky i have iDaDi to help me..
today AuDReY is actin rather STRANGE... must be somethin in the food that she ate this mornin.. SIGH.. [if you see any typo-errors in this entry, must have been AuDReY's fault..]
i finally threw away the Fossil watch yesterday.. i had kept it thinkin that i would change the strap or somethin but yesterday i took a long look at the watch & decided "heck.. i'll get myself another Fossil.."
yesterday i went to AiN's weddin @ her place in serangoon.. was surprised to see her in the outfit.. she was smaller then i expected..! the decoration was simple but nice.. the colour combination was not really my taste but all in all, it was ok.. had wanted to take pictures with her but there were too many guests so RaJa, HaNN & myself decided to take our leave..
i had initially wanted to go to my relative's weddin @ pasir ris but when i thought of how HaNN would get bored at home by himself, i decided not to & spend the rest of the afternoon with him shoppin.. well, HE was shoppin, not me.. managed to get for himself a pair of jeans & a shirt.. we are, afterall, simple shoppers.. *WiNkZ*
found a pretty black lace top @ bugis.. going to grab that once i get my pay.. speakin of bugis, we went to collect the ring yesterday.. just last friday we went to the jewellers to make the payments & at the same time do a fitting.. i didn't know i had such a small ring-finger.. hehehe˜ so confidently, i asked for a size 10 which, obviously, was too loose so the lady looked at my finger & suggested that i go for a size 8.. unwillingly, i agreed but hey, it fit! i gave the thumbs up & we got the ring..
preparations' still underway.. i've not done any calculations whatsoever but in time to come.. so many things to take note of.. lucky i have iDaDi to help me..
today AuDReY is actin rather STRANGE... must be somethin in the food that she ate this mornin.. SIGH.. [if you see any typo-errors in this entry, must have been AuDReY's fault..]
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
tense.. & patience
tense.. & patience
i didn't know marriage can be such a pain.. so so many things to do & prepare! GOSH! havin never been there before, it does sound interestin but how does one actually find the space to breathe?
first things first, how do you know that you are ready for it? & when you are, how do you go about doing all the preps & stuffs? some people take a few years to do all these but some get married within a year or 2.. & there's also the objections from some members of the family & hurdles & barriers to go through.. even as i'm readin what i just typed makes me tired..!
but on the other hand, i have to say marriage is a beautiful thing.. no matter how grand or simple the whole affair is, i believe that at the end of the day the happiness of the couple is what's most important..
why am i talkin about this? i don't know.. just felt like it i guess.. tell me, if you were a parent & you have a daughter how much would you ask for a dowry..?
i didn't know marriage can be such a pain.. so so many things to do & prepare! GOSH! havin never been there before, it does sound interestin but how does one actually find the space to breathe?
first things first, how do you know that you are ready for it? & when you are, how do you go about doing all the preps & stuffs? some people take a few years to do all these but some get married within a year or 2.. & there's also the objections from some members of the family & hurdles & barriers to go through.. even as i'm readin what i just typed makes me tired..!
but on the other hand, i have to say marriage is a beautiful thing.. no matter how grand or simple the whole affair is, i believe that at the end of the day the happiness of the couple is what's most important..
why am i talkin about this? i don't know.. just felt like it i guess.. tell me, if you were a parent & you have a daughter how much would you ask for a dowry..?
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